que sera sera...
Oh boy... the expected happened. I am definitely destined to be miserable. No one can love this man. And its hilarious.Lessons learnt, you ask? Actually, many lessons learnt this time. For instance:
One's past is as much of one's future as its of one's past. Do not delude yourself for one instance that what you did yesterday will not come and be a problem today and tomorrow.
If you have a history of failed love, be prepared for more failed love. Humans are creatures of habit, if you are fucked up that way, you are fucked up that way no matter what you do.
Falling in love is probably the most stupid thing one can ever do. It causes one to do stupid things hence compounding the problem. And when it all vanishes into thin air you are left holding onto a mirage.
Never, ever, ever forget that one's interests come first. Thinking that others put your interests before theirs... or even on the same level as theirs is a recipe for enormous heartache in as far as love is concerned. Be selfish.
When you have loved, you cannot turn it off with the flick of a switch. Neither do you really want to turn it off with the flick of a switch... even if there was a switch in the first place... and you knew where the switch is.
When someone wants to get out of a relationship, no matter what you say they will get out. No matter how ridiculous the excuses they make, no matter how ludicrous the instrument used... once they want out, they want out. And no matter how much they love you.
You want more lessons learnt? Nope .. not giving you anymore... lol. Go learn your own. Giving you a song though, part of a song:
When I was young, I fell in love
I asked my sweetheart what lies ahead
Will we have rainbows, day after day
Here's what my sweetheart said.
Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.
Whatever will be, shall be my love. Though this time, nimewezwa. I do not know if I will survive this one. For real.
posted by cybersn00p @ 3:08 PM
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